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31 December 2020 @ 03:24 am
    

  
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Back to basics )
 

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Mood: calmCalm
Music: Insomnia
 
 
 
x_msrandom
26 August 2019 @ 12:36 am
- Headphones [Thanks sis!! <3]
- High-Cut sneakers [Thanks sis! <3] 
- Vintage Bag [Thanks Clique!! <3]
- Black framed spectacles [Thanks Daddy! <3]
- Bagpack  [Thanks myself! <3333333333333]
- Polaroid Camera [Thanks GodMa! <333]
iTouch [Thanks Daddy! <3]
- Compact camera/semi/pro-DSLR
- Artbox pencilbox [Not from ArtBox but I love it. Thanks myself! <33333333333333333333]
- Vans
- Toms (Olive)
- 2012 Planner [Thanks myself! <33333333333333333333]
- Boots
- Trip to USS
- Hoodie jacket w/ pocket
- Baseball jacket [Thank Clique!!!!! <3]
 
 
Mood: sleepysleepy
 
 
x_msrandom
20 January 2012 @ 02:29 pm
虽然我没你放的那么洒脱,但我我坚信,我现在定比你快乐。
我说这些并非是想要证明什么,只想让自己好过一些些。
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x_msrandom
13 January 2012 @ 01:41 am

Have you noticed the distance between us? It's like we never tell each other things anymore. We've stopped sharing what we truly think or feel anymore. Have we even done that in the first place? I don't know where I stand anymore. Don't know where you stand now either. If you're reading this, I hope you know who you are. If you happen to read this and don't think it's about you, then there's nothing I can do. I will not try to savage it either. Just let things carry on and let the distance get further. 

Because I'm sick and tired of being the one putting in effort and getting nothing in return. (Not that any of us really actually put in any extra tender loving care and effort to it either.)

This is it. 

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x_msrandom
25 December 2011 @ 02:02 am
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Yup, Merry Christmas everyone!
Well, while celebrating Christmas this/last evening (since it's after 12) I can't help to think about my future again.
I know, I think a lot. Mostly useless stuff. Hehe


Blabber blabber.. )


I'm getting sleepy, once again, Merry Christmas! <3

 
 
Mood: sleepysleepy
 
 
x_msrandom
13 December 2011 @ 12:45 am
What if.. I say I kinda gave up on Love? It's nice to know that you have that special someone who will always be there for you. Who will always protect you, believe in you and support you. I can't help but to think does this only happen in novels? I've been reading Chinese novels recently and what can I say? It's all so sweet, making me cringe. But again, in Love, "it's not always rainbows and butterflies". I'm craving for Love for it's sweetness, but we all know Love is always bittersweet. You can't really ever find a perfect perfect relationship. Reading these novels, make me want to believe that there is someone out there for me but stories are stories afterall. I can't help but to give up on Love. Afterall, the lesser the expectation, the lesser the disappointment, no? I guess, I'm giving up on Love until I found someone who can break down my wall and unlock these chains around my weak heart. Until then, it's nice to know you, Love, but it's best we keep a distance. 
 
 
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x_msrandom
16 November 2011 @ 03:00 am
Am I suppose to feel something? Cause I've been feeling nothing lately. Nowhere here nor there.
 
 
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x_msrandom
08 November 2011 @ 01:37 am
Sigh, why should I care so much? If others are happy without me in their lives, why should I try to put my foot into their world? Right? I should stop trying so hard. It never work anyway. SometimesMost of the time, I think I'm better off alone. Like really alone. No one to account to. I just work my ass off, come back home and just do my own business. It could be sleeping/napping/surfing the net and whatever. Then the whole cycle repeats itself. You may say it's boring but, I'm fine with living a life like that.

Just feeling on the blah lately. It feels like the period when I shut myself out from the social world is coming back. Should I? :/ 
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x_msrandom
06 November 2011 @ 01:47 am
Sometimes it's easier to pour your heart out to strangers rather than someone you've known for years, no?
 
 
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x_msrandom
05 March 2011 @ 04:56 am
I just have this thing for roller coasters.

My life is like a roller coaster, literally. Just yesterday and the day before yesterday, I was depressed like hell. I went to take some depression test and the ones I took all told me I needed help. :/  And now, I'm happy, much happy. Okay, not really happy, but something far away from depressed.

Right now, all I want to do is go on  non-stop roller coaster rides. But too bad, Singapore don't have awesome theme parks. Escape Theme Park? Small and not much rides are exciting. Only like what? The Pirate Ship and the Wet n' Wild/Wild n' Wet. Even the Go Karts is more exciting than the other rides. And now of course we have Universal Studio. But it is so far away. And it costs about 66$ per ticket? But seriously, other than that, Singapore has no other theme parks. And I just really want to sit on a roller coaster, have the gush of the wind slapping on my face and scream my lungs out. It's really exciting. Especially when you are sitting at the front. Awesome. If you didn't manage to snag the front seats, get the last one. It's awesome too. Ugh, it's been some time since I've been on a roller coaster and I really really really want to go. And I think people should scream when they sit on roller coasters. I don't care if you're scared or not. Just scream!! I assure you the difference when you scream and don't, is huge. The excitement is there!! Just the talk of it gives me the rush of adrenaline. Ughhh. I want to go. :c
 
 
Mood: bouncybouncy